i sit at work listening to a ragga jungle cd and looking through party pictures, i take myself back to the world i love. i am with the people and music i love. as i remiss, i think about the purpose of rave on magazine, which is to capture pieces of a more interesting and magical world. to perfectly preserve a place in time so that we can go back whenever we want. hopefully, we will be able to take feelings, thoughts, sights, and even other sensations, put them in a safe place. we will know that after we our last party, after we have given up the scene, we will still always have it. these events are special, and if we can have the chance to look back on them in 5 or 10 years, and shed a tear, we can ask for no more.  

Subj: hey it's ingrid!
Date: 12/18/00 11:03:26 AM Pacific Standard Time
From: ingiebean@home.com (Ingrid Bulling)
To: zillion111@aol.com

how's it going? i'm doing great. yesterday i was still high off of all
the fun i had. i don't know if i got to thank you for all the little things sat.
night so here is my list:

thanks for going dancing (and putting up with trance) for our pre-animania warm-up
thanks for inviting me to the party
thanks for giving me a free tickit
thanks for getting us all to leave nice and early so we had no worries
thanks for hooking laura up and helping her have a great time (she really deserved it)
thanks for driving us there and back (and not falling asleep)
thanks for sharing your water with me
thanks for wondering why i didn't let you buy me stuff
thanks for worring about me when i got lost
thanks for having wet-naps in your car for after the party
thanks for buying me breakfast
thanks for giving me that candy (i love it!)

i'm sure there's more that i can't think of right now but you get the
idea. so overall thank you for everything, it was one of the best
parties i've ever been to. talk to ya later,
ingie =)